I am enjoying another day like last Thursday. The sky, the flowers, the sun and the fresh air. Oh how a walk can certainly lift the spirit. I've been trying to keep a routine. I have been feeling better within myself, better than I've felt for a long time. It's been difficult to keep a routine, when you feel like you're constantly recovering from something and struggling to make it through a day....an afternoon. It is good to feel a little confident again, a little bit more human. I have a little energy that seems to get me through the day. I have a little hope that maybe I won't be down for the count 4 or 5 days a month with migraine. A routine of exercise, not buying chocolate, of being more organised and having a little bit more sanity. Things are definitely looking up. I'm trying to make the most of my time with Toby in the last bit of the year. I am still coming to terms with the idea of having 3 school boys.